Like an anchor dragging me down spinning me out of control, darkness enveloping me pulling further and further into deep dark blissful horror, full of deep blue’s, callous sapphires, dark and unknowing.
Like gunshots, the pounding on my door rang in my head with increased intensity. I rolled over, pulling the covers with me sliding across the floor, pulling myself up I pulled the door open collapsing on the floor again, not bothering to look up and see who had bothered to wake me at such an early hour.
The night before flashing across my closed eye lids like an old movie. The images flickered burning at the edges with the horror of the night before.
A handful of pills here to wash the pain away, a shot of vodka here to rinse away the memories, a flood of white, brilliant nothingness showering my veins, throwing me into all-knowing happiness, at least for the night.
Strobe lights before my eyes, music pounding in my head the white brilliance flooding my veins blurring the edges of life.
The music fading sirens filling my head, I don’t remember this, but I let the flow of nothingness guide me away. My chest pounding, from the outside in?
Black.
~TheGirlOnTheHill~